why do we do these things to ourselves? why do we bother with this worthless shit? work your life away in misery, only enjoying occasional peaceful bits to die on a pile of unpaid debts and spiritual unrest. for what? because people behind a screen on a pixelated television told you to? artists who rarely give a damn about you tell you how much better they and their lives are in their mainstream music that you consume and it lowers your self-esteem and self-worth in the process? whatever happened to just indulging in what you truly crave without having to face harsh judgment from strangers and family members? why are we no longer allowed to live while being alive?